She's been really down of late.
She's been having a difficult time finding a job
It's causing her to be down on herself.
It's affecting her self-worth.
She keeps calling herself a loser.
I keep telling her she's not a loser, that's she just feels lost.
I try to tell her we can find her, if she wants to be found.
I asked her to stop calling herself a loser.
In that moment,
I had a realization, a sort of epiphany.
In the last few weeks,
After reaching rock bottom and deciding to grow up,
Be an adult, responsible for myself,
I haven't felt like a loser.
The constant tapes that played in my head,
Have either stopped or I can't hear them anymore.
In that moment, I realized something profound had happened.
I think I've gained a positive idea of self worth.
After years of hating myself,
I'm starting to tolerate,
Dare say, I like
Jim
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